indnor

Heaviest bread production day of the year. And, for me, it's over.

God that was a busy day.

usually the bullet seems far away
sometimes it's too close
that's when the night sweeps to day
and brings anew my woes

i stand here arms open
kneeling on ground freshly broken
i dug my grave today
and that's all i will betray

1. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Some water.

2. Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew?
HELL NO!!!! That's my brothers name.

3. Where was your profile picture taken?
Huh?

4. Who was the last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
My friend Carrie's youngest daughter, Grace and youngest son, Zechariah.

5. Can you play guitar hero?
Don't play video games.

6. Last time you walked further than a block?
Today, if the fact that I'm constantly walking at work counts. If not, then it would've been Sept. 20th, in downtown Nottingham.

7. Name someone that made you laugh today?
Ponders if I've laughed today.

8. How late did you stay up last night and why?
Nearly 1.30am. Got home from work at 11.30, showered and emailed Ros.

9. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Yes. Just not right now.

10. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Not directly under.

11. Do you believe exes can be friends?
Yes. Providing both parties can get over the pain.

12. Do you like calling or texting better?
Generally calling. I text a lot, but it's annoying sometimes.

13. How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
Why should I have feelings on this subject?

14. When was the last time you cried really hard?
Not very long ago.

15. Where is your biological father right now?
I assume home. However, I'm not my fathers keeper.

16. Where are you at right now?
Home.

17. What bed did you sleep in last night?
My own shitty bed that seriously needs to be replaced.

18. What was the last thing someone bought for you?
Carrie bought me groceries at Costco last week.

19. Who took your profile picture?
It's drawn. And I don't know.

20. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Ros. (picture found here: http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y233/inderessea/P1020718.jpg)

21. Was yesterday better than today?
Yes actually.

22. Can you live a day without TV?
I don't own a TV.

23. Are you a bad influence?
Some people think so.

24. What items could you not go without during the day?
Depends on the day.

25. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
Have many times before.

26. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
Blink. Naomi, the stint in her kidney didn't take.

27. What does the last text message in your in box say?
Inbox, "ya" Outbox, "pretty much."

28. What are you wearing?
Nothing.

30. If we were to look in your in box, what would we find?
My prostrate.

31. Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Yup.

32. What song is stuck in your head?
Too tired to have a song stuck in my head.

33. Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, who do you want it to be?
Whoever it was, I'd prefer them to ring the doorbell.

34. Who was your last missed call on your cell phone?
Work.

35. Can you handle the truth?
Generally I prefer it, even if it hurts me.

36. What was the last book you read?
The Five Love Languages, by Gary Chapman.

37. Is there something you always wear?
My skin. It comes off from time to time, but I prefer to keep it on.

38. Have you ever crawled through a window?
I would assume so, but I can't remember.

39. What's something that can always make you feel better?
Reading Warchild, by Karen Lawarchee (did I spell her last name right?)

40. What do you want right now?
Sleep.

41. Look behind you, what do you see?
My head is against a wall, I'm not turning it.

42. Have you ever worked in a food place?
At least as of 3 hours ago.

43. Could you answer all of these questions honestly?
I think the real question is why wouldn't I?

Damnit....the roof is leaking again.

Not having much chance to use interenet.... but real qucikly, yesterday we had two guys making a porno across the hall in this hotel.... kinda interesting.

will be back in a few days....

Today my cat, Turnikit, decided that leaving a wing, foot, and several downy feathers all over the hallway would be a nice thing to do.

I hope there is no carcass. I can't find one, so likely not, but...

"As Sheila Collins writes, 'Theology is ultimately political. The way human communities deify the transcendent and determine the categories of good and evil have more to do with the power dynamics of the social systems which create the theologies than with the spontaneous revelation of truth from another quarter.'"

Quoted from the book, When God Was A Woman by Merlin Stone

Been pretty busy for a while....

But on the first, my roomie moved out. Kinda miss her, but have taken over the entire trailer, and will remain alone until my fiancée gets here. Am happy about it... Have moved rooms, since I had the small room (was too small). However, before I could do so, I so wasn't going to use the green walls....so, two walls are now glossy black, two glossy royal purple, and the ceiling is a glossy periwinkle. It's actually kinda cool.
Trailer is a mess though. I'm half in one room, half in the other, and half in the living room....

Been laying low, and trying to spend as little money as possible. I don't have much, and am trying to save for a wedding.... Been drinking a little much though.

Work has been going good. Well, besides the guy who had a seizure in our parking lot on sunday that I had to call 911 for. That was a bit rough. But otherwise, going good...

Have been on a bit of an emotional rollercoster though. Not wanting to go into why on here, but I've had some pretty rough days in the last few months.

Gmail's quote of the day, for July the 28th, 2009

Quote of the Day - Kurt Cobain - "Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are."

Today I went to the doctor.

I was diagnosed with Benign Paroxysmal Positional Vertigo. Wiki

This not only explains the occasional extreme dizzy spells I've had for a couple of months, but also why the heat wave we've been having has been affecting me more than I would think it should (actually, it's not the heat, it's that my brain is getting two different signals, and is trying to figure out which is the correct one).

Besides using the Epley's Maneuver Wiki I have little choice but to wait it out till it gets better. Which, hopefully it does so soon.

This is mostly a post to mention that I'm still alive. Not much new in my life.

But have a joke...

One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, and then catch them in his mouth. In the middle of
catching one, his wife asked him a question - and as he turned to answer
her, a peanut fell in his ear.
He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in
deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying they became worried and decided to go to the hospital.
As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's' date said he could get the peanut out. The young man told the father to sit down, then proceeded to shove two fingers up the father's nose and told him to blow hard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing. Once he was gone, the mother turned to the father and said, 'That's so wonderful! Isn't he smart? What do you think he's going to be when he grows older?'
The father replied, 'From the smell of his fingers, our son-in-law.'

I love picking flowers. Even better when specifically so I can take some photos and send them to a beautiful woman.

Now my room smells sweetly like lilacs.

Fucking flies.

There has to be something dead around this trailer. Either a dead animal, or something in the dumpster sat in there long enough to crop a bunch of flies.

It was really hot in here so I had the front and back doors open. Front has a screen door, so limited access for bugs, but back is wide open. after about an hour, went to shut it, and then went to the bathroom. Turned on the light and was greeted by buzzing. Not fun taking a shit with 30 flies over your head. Found about 25 more in the sunroom stuck between the window and the 'surrender the booty' flag.

Now, I don't mind the occasional fly. But this....HELL FUCKING NO!!!!!! Landlord is coming in the morning to spray (needed to anyways, found a Brown Recluse on the front porch on the weekend, thanks, but not overly happy having them running around). Since she'll be spraying, she'll likely poke under the trailer to make sure there's not something dead under it. I got most of the ones inside either out or dead.

So, think I'm going to try to sleep...

I am now the proud owner of a '99 Toyota Rav4. Yeah, the same vehicle that I've been driving for nearly four years.

The bank still has the title, but, since I've paid in full, as soon as the paperwork finishes going through, I'll have the title....

This is feeling like a good day.

Besides 13 years, is there any difference between the Jonas Brothers and Hanson?

4.5 years worth.

And gone.

"Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken."

In about 28 hours I'll be able to get laid. Will be the first time since the morning of 28th Feb.

I'm packed, far from ready, but ready enough.

I think I'll have trouble falling asleep. And I have to be awake in ... five hours, or less.

Take care everyone, my next post will be nine time zones away.

I will be flying in less than 48 hours.

I believe I will not be doing much more for my friend before I leave (I've been very busy with helping her deal with some stuff for the last three weeks), so I can focus on what I need to do to get my ass in the air. I am working tonight though, but it's the last shift before I leave. And sometime I need to sleep, cause I'm pretty short in that department at the moment.

Getting pretty damn excited....

Today has been a long busy and emotional day.

I'm not expecting tomorrow to be much better.

That's all.